qin chuan shu huai rox!

i'm back to update again~ hmm.. last few weeks xu lao shi taught me a song title : "san wu qi" = "357", struggling with this song.. coz it needs a very speical techniques call "continous breath" which i dunnoe.. n lazy to learn oso.. and oso becoz its a grade 9 solo piece.. lol.. wan me to die ar.. blow until face turn purple oso nobody will know..
today went for dizi lesson in the afternoon... xu lao shi suddenly ask me "u taking grade 9 this year rite?" O_O" since when i say i wanna take grade 9 ?? lolz.. den xu look through the grading book .. den he say grade 7 song all need "continuous breath" -_-" den ask me to take grade 8 which dun have continous breath ... haha.. so he decided to take out 2 songs from grade 8 coz next yr de NAFA test needs 2 solo pieces liao.. unlike past few years.. haiz.. so ma fan.. den i will play "chun1 dao4 xiang1 jiang1" which i learnt about a year ago.. probably 4gotten everything =X next song will be "qin2 chuan1 shu1 huai2" which i nv touch b4 de.. xu demo the front part for me.. wa... so nice man!!! after hearing his demo, immediatly i got a feel for the songs liao.. unlike others solo piece.. i just play for the sake of playing.. no feeling.. but this song is damn nice ... it really melts ppl's heart.. hmm.. this song de main technique is to imitate er hu de "rou xuan" the sound effect produced is the same.. oh my... its damn nice..
think if i really going for syco audition , think will choose this song bah.. wahaha.. not like last last yr de song.. i chose "gu1 shu1 xin2" walao.. so no-standard de song.. aiya.. still cant really decide whether to go or not.. feel like going but i very "kia si" scare cannot get in again..teck han confirm going for audtion.. he asked me to accompany him to go for audition.. he is 1 of my competitor oso.. haha.. coz he auditing for qu di too.. ZzZZzZzz confused.. if he get in & i nv get in, it doesnt matter... ma lu only loh.. haha.. but if i get in , but he didnt, how?? i'll feel quite guilty... haiz.. like "qiang fan wan" with him like tat.. if both nv get in , den xia suay loh.. throw NYPCO de face.. haha.. if both got in , tat will be wonderful.. can meet joyce , jason they all.. HmMm..
Should I? or Shouldn't?? i'm going crazy soon..